10:19 a.m. - 2006-07-10
A Few Extra Months
So in the past several days my husband has gone from totally depressed an withdrawn to loving and affectionate.
I'm glad I don't get seasick!
I know he's bipolar...I knew that when I married him. But at a time when I can't self-medicate...no smoking, no martini, it's tough as hell!
I love the man and would do anything for him, including being his friend even when it's not a very fun thing to be, but I won't lie to you...it's not easy. It's exhausting.
But when he comes back to me, it's really beautiful.
I imagine this is what it will be like when Zoe is a full grown pain in the arse!!!
Have I mentioned that I'm just not ready to have this baby???? Think I can barter with God to keep her in for a few extra months?

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