1:11 p.m. - 2005-10-11
Who Wants Perfect?
Things are deep 'round here.
John asked me a question about my past. I launched into the full disclosure version, as I do.
It was emotional. And he did not respond well. Instead of a friend, he acted like a jealous boyfriend. I guess he is a jealous boyfriend, and nobody's perfect...but I wish he would have played it differently.
Since then Skully has been on my mind. Perhaps it is that this time last year we were embroiled in an emotional triangle with my former boyfriend that culminated in his sudden death and all hell breaking loose on my life.
Perhaps....
Anyway, my feelings for John haven't changed. I am so grateful that he is in my life. It is not perfect....but who the hell wants that???

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