11:29 a.m. - 2005-09-16
Need A Hobby
Things are okay here. John and I are getting along fine. Work is mindlessly lame, in other words, business as usual.

But I have found my thoughts drifting lately.

I think of Skully. His touch. His smile. His voice. His spirit. His death. I think that his loss will be resounding in my life for a long, long time.
I think of friends from my past. None of these people really receive a great deal of thought time, but rather a fond recollection followed by a tinge of concern for their well-being.

I really need a hobby. There's not much to do here to entertain myself and as a result my thoughts become way inflated and my reaction, self-important. Totally unacceptable!!
But what should my hobby be?!?!? Shopping online? Not enough money. Sex with hot boyfriend? Not enough boyfriend. Crafts? Not enough patience.

Might have to think on this one.

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