9:53 a.m. - 2004-12-13
Alone, With A Broken Heart
He was okay for the first two days, probably because we didn't talk about it. In fact he seemed to be even more loving after we took the pregnancy test, but on the third day, I asked him his thoughts about it.
He said he wasn't ready for a child. That's it.
When I began to cry with the knowledge that I was going to have to have a procedure, he became very upset.
Within an hour, he was gone.
I can't stop crying.
I believed in him. I never thought he would punk out like this.
And I am so insulted. He completely disrespected me and the life growing inside of me.
And abandoned me when I needed his support and love the most.
My heart is broken....and I am alone.

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