12:11 p.m. - 2004-12-08
SO SCARED
Well, tonight I'm going to tell Jeff that I am expecting.
I'm not sure how to tell him yet....I'm just so nervous.
My biggest fear is that he is going to freak out on me. That could include, but is not limited to, an emotional shut-down, leaving, getting angry, saying something stupid like 'is it mine', and pretty much anything that does not include some kind of support of me.
I understand that he will probably freak out a little like I did, but he's 35....hopefully that's old enough, and experienced enough to not regress....but who knows.
Please pray for us. I am so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so SCARED.

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