5:02 p.m. - 2004-12-06
H-O-L-Y S-H-I-T
I'm late.....very late.
Jeff and I have been talking about it all week. I'm irregular, so I didn't sweat it.
About a week ago I took two tests, and both came up negative. I was able to relax.
Last night, when my period still hadn't come, I thought and thought about it until I finally got out of bed and went to CVS at 11:30.
I came home with 2 First respone EPT's.
Took it.
Moved across with no second line. Relaxed again. Went into the kitchen and grabbed my chocolate milk. By the time I got back to the bathroom, a faint second line had appeared.
WHAT? I looked closer. Still there.
H-O-L-Y S-H-I-T
Today, still not believing what I had seen last night, I bought one of the tests I had taken last week and, this time, the second line was shining like the sun.
I haven't told Jeff yet. I'm so scared. Things are going really great. Why did this have to happen now? I really love him and don't want anything to ruin it. I know he's going to freak out....I just hope we can get through it without incident...I pray that no matter what we decide we grow stronger from this....and not the alternative. I'm so terrified.
It doesn't help that I have cried like 15 times today. Things seem much worse when accompanied by tears.

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